i love this song.

you know, i just dont know what to say to you anymore.
its a choice i have to make
and its not gonna be easy
something so frustrating
so depressing;
yet so satisfying.

i know you guys probably dont noe what the heck i'm talking about, but no one does.
i'm just pouring my innermost thoughts out, its something that only i should be able to understand. and no, its nothing to do with her. life has been upsidedown for me since i came to this sch, and i really dont know why. i feel so blinded by so many things around me, so blinded that i loose my sense of direction. everytime i think i've woken up from this nightmare, i fall back into hell again. what exactly is the problem ? is it just me ? i'm just sick of being backstabbed, being the stupid-est, being the most naive person on earth. you've hurt me, its much much worse than physical pain, cause its hurting from the inside. i'm sick of being backstbbed. i would love to say 'Fuck you' if i could. and i would, just not now. yeah i noe i suck, say no more. and you, you've hurt me much much more. i dont know what to say anymore cause the pain you've caused me is beyond words.


Watch out, you might just go under.