i'm so damn tired today and i almost slept during lit and cs. i really dont know what is wrong with me these days, i just cant concentrate,i keep screwing things up and kept making a fool out of myself in front of everyone. oh yeah, i was reading _______'s blog and i actually cried.it reminded me of some stuff and i cant hold my tears back no more. i've kept my feelings bottled up for so long and i'm seriously at breaking point. there things that i cant even confide to my closest friends, even if i do tell them, they will never understand.
"IT'S TOUGH TO PUT A SMILE ON YOUR FACE WHEN SOMEWHERE DEEP DOWN YOU'RE HURTING SO SO BADLY."